For today
I hope this mean what You MEANT to ME!
वो मुझे हर मिन्नत पे चाहिए था, आँखों की ज़ीनत पे चाहिए था...उसे मुफ़्त में ही पा लिया किसी ने, जो मुझे हर कीमत पर चाहिए था!
A little birthday universe
Happy birthday, my calm in every noisy day.
Shweta (Ayush Kumar)
you
&
me
&
me
Gaya,10th December 2021
late calls
tiny promises
safe silence
Little scenes I keep replaying
Open when you are ready
The envelope opens first, then the letter begins to appear.
A note for SAK
Shayari for You
For always
तेरे चेहरे की वो खूबसूरत तस्वीर कहां से लाऊं
तेरे चेहरे की वो खूबसूरत तस्वीर कहां से लाऊं
हर लम्हा तेरे साथ गुज़रे ऐसे तकदीर कहां से लाऊं
मै मांगता हूं हर सफ़र में साथ तेरा.......
तू ही बता मेरे हांथों में वो लकीर कहां से लाऊं!
For later
तुम्हारी तस्वीर खींची थी मैंने
अब तुम्हारी तस्वीर खींचती है मुझे! 💔
Music We Listened Ever
Rehnuma
Your first song which I probably remember.
Song for the soft days
The one that feels like peace, comfort, and warm evenings
Song for her birthday night
The song you want connected to this surprise forever
One last thing
जो साथ ना दे सके वक़्त के तूफानों में, वो मोहब्बत भी मोहब्बत थी, इसे झुठलाना नहीं। तेरी हर खुशी में शामिल रहूँगा दूर से ही, बस इतनी सी गुज़ारिश है — मुझे भुलाना नहीं।
For Youuu - One Last Birthday As "Us"
Janam din ki subah hai, aur dil ajeeb sa bhaari hai —
khushi bhi hai tumhari khushi ke liye, aur ek dard bhi jo shayad tum tak kabhi pahunchega nahi.
Yeh alfaaz kisi shikayat ke liye nahi hain, sirf un palon ke liye hain jo humne chupke se jeeye — wo hansi jo sirf tumhari thi, wo khamoshi jo sirf humari thi.
तेरी हर मुस्कान में मेरा एक हिस्सा था, अब वो हिस्सा भी तेरे नाम कर देता हूँ। न शिकायत है, न कोई गिला, बस दुआ है — तू जहाँ रहे, खुश रहे, सलामत रहे।
I know this is not goodbye because we chose it; it is goodbye because the world we live in still measures love by caste before it measures it by heart. That's not your fault, and it was never mine either.
Some love stories are not meant to end at the MANDAP; some are meant to live quietly in memory, in a song that plays at the wrong time, in a color you shall always associate with someone who once knew all your favorite things.
This birthday, I do not want to give you a gift you can hold as I have told you recently ki SOFT GIFT milega tumko (SUWARR). I want to give you the truth: knowing you, loving you, and losing you gracefully has still been the most meaningful chapter of my life. Whoever you build your future with, I hope they know how lucky they are and I hope some small, quiet part of your heart keeps a little room for what we were, the way I always will.
Happy birthday, my once-in-a-lifetime person. May this new chapter give you everything ours could not.
अलविदा नहीं कहूँगा, बस इतना कहूँगा — जहाँ भी रहो, खुश रहो, यही आख़िरी दुआ है मेरी।